Sunday, December 27, 2015
Happier
We have passed the solstice, days will be getting longer. I will be much happier now that Christmas is over. What disturbs me the most is that I had a sense of missing someone I thought I knew. He pretended, on a master level, to be someone he wasn't. I miss the person I thought he was. I know now that he wasn't that person but it's still there in the pit of my gut that maybe he really thought he was the person he was pretending to be. It turned out that he was a paranoid schizophrenic. I didn't know that and I, being the person that I am, believed him when he'd tell me stories that were allegedly of his life. I hate that that I believed it. Maybe I shouldn't hate the fact that I take people to be truthful and honest. It does though. People take advantage of that about me a lot. No happy medium I guess.
Friday, December 25, 2015
Hubris
Why is it that humans seem to think they are the pinnacle of intelligence in the universe? I don't understand this. What makes them think there aren't greater intelligences out there? What makes them think they would even comprehend that intelligence if they were confronted by it? Yes, I'm absolutely serious about this. I think that dolphins and whales are probably at least as intelligent as we are. Can we communicate with them? Not really. They can understand us a bit but we "train" them but I think it's more likely that they are just humoring us. If we were suddenly confronted by a non-human intelligent being, how would we react? Frankly, if I were an alien (and I'm not ruling that possibility out) and I'd been monitoring earth's media broadcasts, I'd want nothing to do with us. Our media reflects hysteria, racism, willful destruction of our planet and a crass materialistic society is portrayed on prime time television. Seriously, an enlightened society wouldn't want to talk to us. We are too primitive. We kill our own over pieces of paper that is only valuable in our own minds and our society makes sure we can't live without it. It's like a heroin addiction. We have a sick society. It makes me think about the Fermi Paradox. The points of the paradox are:
The Sun is a typical star, and there are billions of stars in the galaxy that are billions of years older.
With high probability, some of these stars will have Earth-like planets, and if the earth is typical, some might develop intelligent life.
Some of these civilizations might develop interstellar travel, a step the Earth is investigating now.
Even at the slow pace of currently envisioned interstellar travel, the Milky Way galaxy could be completely traversed in about a million years.
Now, there are some explanations of why we don't seem to have been contacted. These are:
No other civilizations have arisen
It is the nature of intelligent life to destroy itself
It is the nature of intelligent life to destroy others
Life is periodically destroyed by naturally occurring events
Inflation hypothesis and the youngness argument
Intelligent civilizations are too far apart in spacetime
It is too expensive to spread physically throughout the galaxy
Human beings have not existed long enough
Humans are not listening properly
Civilizations broadcast detectable radio signals only for a brief period of time
They tend to isolate themselves
They are too alien
They are non-technological
Everyone is listening, no one is transmitting
Earth is deliberately not contacted (zoo hypothesis)
Earth is purposely isolated (planetarium hypothesis)
It is dangerous to communicate
The Fermi paradox itself is what prevents communication
They are here undetected
They are here unacknowledged
So, there's some food for thought. Personally I'm of the opinion that we are quite simply to primitive for an advanced society to care that we even exist as sentient beings. If you dispute this, watch prime time television for about a week.
Sunday, December 20, 2015
Mental Illness
Yes, mental illness. A heavy subject. I suffer from depression as well as PTSD and OCD. My brother suffers from depression, PTSD, OCD and I'm pretty sure narcissistic personality disorder. He might also be borderline personality disorder or possibly schizophrenic. I'm not sure. I do know that when he gets depressed that nobody loves him, nobody cares, nobody knows what it's like, blah blah blah. This might seem a bit harsh but when he gets on the pitty potty it's all about him. Nobody and nothing else matters. Not his wife, not his sister, not his parents, nobody. He becomes emotionally and verbally abusive to people around him. Back in the day, I used to get these phone calls in the middle of the night, He'd be drunk or overdosed on some of his meds and need me to come get him wherever he was and take him to the hospital. Or sometimes the hospital would call and tell me they had him in the ER unresponsive. That went on for a good ten years. Then he straightened his shit up, finished college, got his masters degree, married a wonderful woman (his 5th) and we all thought he finally had his shit together. And then he took a desk job in Boston. Boy did that screw him up. He's not one of those people who can do a desk job. We knew it was a mistake but he didn't ask us. Basically shit flew apart in Boston and he and his wife ended up in Colorado. I don't know if he's been drinking again or not but he's started his shit again with the "oh poor me" business. It usually escalates around the holidays. Basically he's putting his wife through hell. It pisses me off. He's ignored mom and dad, he's ignored me, like we've all done something to him. Doesn't seem to have any sense of family obligation. And now he's tearing his wife apart. I'd punch him right in the face. Or kiss him upside the cranium with a baseball bat. (Yes, that was a vague Primus lyrics reference.) It's not fair and not right. He gets his own head so far up his own ass that his brain doesn't get enough air to function. Ok, rant over.
Friday, December 18, 2015
Exhaustion 2 by 12of8 on DeviantArt
Exhaustion 2 by 12of8 on DeviantArt
Well, tis the season to be shopping. And nobody has bought anything from my deviantart page. I've sold art before so it's not like this will make me feel like I'm not producing art, it's just very disappointing. That's why I posted a link to Exhaustion 2. It's kind of how I feel right now.
Well, tis the season to be shopping. And nobody has bought anything from my deviantart page. I've sold art before so it's not like this will make me feel like I'm not producing art, it's just very disappointing. That's why I posted a link to Exhaustion 2. It's kind of how I feel right now.
Monday, December 14, 2015
Darth Vader Star Wars Themed Wall Decal by greatwallsoffire
Darth Vader Star Wars Themed Wall Decal by greatwallsoffire
This Darth Vader decal looks pretty awesome. #starwars #darthvader
This Darth Vader decal looks pretty awesome. #starwars #darthvader
Thursday, December 10, 2015
The Holidays
I hate the holidays. I think that the media has beaten it into our heads from a young age that you are pathetic if you don't get/give the perfect gifts. That's not what it's all supposed to be about. It's about spending time with loved ones, praying for peace, doing good by your fellow humans. Makes me sound like a complete liberal, doesn't it? I am a complete liberal. I'm so liberal I almost want anarchy. I guess at the core of things I think that people need to be responsible for their own actions and words. Too many people anymore have to blame the government, blame the immigrants, blame anyone but themselves for whatever they have done. Bullshit. Be accountable for YOU. It's ok to explain your actions but don't try and justify your actions because of some outside source. Am I wrong?
Tuesday, December 08, 2015
Sunday, December 06, 2015
Friday, December 04, 2015
Aliens
Ok so I've had a bit too much time on my hands at night and have been watching Ancient Aliens on the history channel. See if you can wrap your brain around this idea. There's people who say they have been abducted by grey aliens and experimented on. Scary idea. BUT (yes there is a but here) what if these so called greys are so much more above us on an evolutionary scale that we are to them what chimpanzees are to us? Or maybe even we are to them like rats are to us. Does that make what they are doing wrong to them? Do they feel bad about what they do to us? Because we know most of the population doesn't give a sh*t about what happens to lab rats. Is it the same for them like when a child pulls the legs off a bug? I know that I personally see the human race as very unevolved and unenlightened. I am sure there's a lot of people like me out there, feeling like aliens in a sea of idiocy. And don't misunderstand me, I am not perfect. Far from it. I don't claim to have all the answers. I do know that the greed, selfishness, violence and narcissism present in today's society sickens me.
#aliens
Thursday, December 03, 2015
Storm Trooper Star Wars Themed Removable by greatwallsoffire
Storm Trooper Star Wars Themed Removable by greatwallsoffire
Yes, I found another bit of Star Wars wall art. :) #starwars #stormtrooper
Yes, I found another bit of Star Wars wall art. :) #starwars #stormtrooper
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
I LOVE PARIS Whimsical Eiffel Tower Vinyl Wall by greatwallsoffire
I LOVE PARIS Whimsical Eiffel Tower Vinyl Wall by greatwallsoffire
Very cute and very appropriate right now. #paris #love
Very cute and very appropriate right now. #paris #love
Monday, November 23, 2015
Frustration
I get easily frustrated when faced with people who don't know how to think. I need someone who can think and question to have a real conversation. People who only know how to follow or obey tend annoy me. Especially when they show an unwillingness to learn or possibly it's an inability, I'm not sure. It's always hard for me to figure out what's wrong with a person when they seem and look normal in every way and then seem extremely stupid. Ignorance is the lack of knowledge, not the inability or unwillingness to learn. I will admit that I'm ignorant about lots of things. However, that being said, I make sure to learn at least one new thing every day. I read. I surf the internet. I look up information when I realize I don't know anything about something I have a question about. I don't understand people who don't have a desire to learn. Most people who think they know it all (and aren't even close) tend to also suffer from narcissistic personality disorder, or so I've read. Which doesn't surprise me. Thoughts?
Sunday, November 22, 2015
I Think Too Much
I really hate it when I see something, get excited and want to share it with someone. Then I realize one of three things. Either they are dead and I can't share, or they are not the person I thought they were and am no longer speaking to them, or it's simply something they wouldn't understand. I am not an easy person to understand. I don't see the world they way most people see it. I don't understand hatred, greed, racism, etc. I'm not quite a genius. Close but not quite. And I'm also one of those people who doesn't understand normal people. I feel things very deeply so most of the time I tend to suppress my feelings. I come off as either unemotional or hysterical. And being so much smarter than the average person most of the time if I get excited about something it's not something anyone else I know would understand. Except for maybe my friend Kelly. She's known me long enough to be able to decipher some of the stuff I can get excited about, lol. I miss the people in my life who have passed away. I miss the people in my life who pretended to be something they weren't, but the person they pretended to be - not the person they really were. I'll probably end up not even seeing the new Star Wars movie now. There's not really anybody to go see it with. That makes me sad. I've lost so many people.
Saturday, November 21, 2015
Musings
I wish stupidity hurt the stupid people instead of the rest of us, lol. I'm boycotting black Friday, I won't be shopping anywhere on Thanksgiving and I find the greed and narcissism of the general public around this time of year sickening. Rant over.
Friday, November 20, 2015
Star Wars A long time ago Opening Movie by greatwallsoffire
Star Wars A long time ago Opening Movie by greatwallsoffire
The Force is Strong...
Yoda
Darth Vader
A great bunch of Star Wars wall art!
The Force is Strong...
Yoda
Darth Vader
A great bunch of Star Wars wall art!
Thursday, November 19, 2015
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
Mammogram
Even though it's well into November, I wanted to share this. I've been having mammograms for two years and an ultrasound on my left breast every 6 months. I was finally cleared with this last ultrasound. The spot they were watching hasn't changed in two years so it's not cancer. Here's a pic of my boobs.
No joke. Get it done.
Sunday, November 15, 2015
The state of the world
I know I haven't said anything about the horrible events in Paris. There's a reason for that. Horrible things happen every day. They just don't usually happen in Paris. Or New York City. We ignore atrocities unless they take place in "civilized" places. And No, I'm not going all Islamaphobic. I've known some very nice Muslims. I think almost every religion has radicals. Every religion has radicals and extremists that can be dangerous. Except maybe Buddhists. We have seen it in different forms but it's been around for a long time. The Crusades. Jim Jones and his kool-aid party.
Heaven's Gate. People have done crazy things down through the centuries in the name of religion. And there's always somebody who believes, or has convinced himself, that HE and he alone speaks for god. The scary part is when other people become convinced that that guy DOES speak for god. I've always felt those guys who claim divine revelation are the best con men in the world. They can convince people to give up all their money, even give up their lives because "god" wants them to. Unfortunately people are human. And too many humans let the urge to be king of the hill overwhelm them. They want it all. They want control. They want YOU to believe what they say and to think what they want you to think. Think for yourself. Don't believe everything you read or are told. Question everything. Don't be a sheep.
Saturday, November 14, 2015
Bright and Beautiful
I have always wanted to do something that will make a difference in other people's lives. Something bright and beautiful. I'm torn between that and the desire to find a couple of acres of land and remove myself from society. Lol.
The Pains of Parkinson's Disease
My dad has Parkinson's disease. I've knew something wasn't right when I came back from Kansas in 2012. His symptoms were atypical but mom and I both knew something was wrong. He was properly diagnosed about 2 years ago. He doesn't have the typical tremors but instead it presented with a loss of strength on his right side. It's been getting worse ever since. It's very hard watching somebody you love gradually lose control of their body and their cognitive abilities decline. Having to help your mother get your father to the bathroom is heartbreaking. I know this is part of life. The decline of one's parents is a natural normal thing. That doesn't change the frustration, anger and helplessness of the situation.
Monday, November 09, 2015
Friday, November 06, 2015
Interesting things
Seems that (according to the statistics page) most of the people reading my blog are in Russia. Добро пожаловать на мою страницу. I only know a few phrases in Russian but every now and then I start to work on it again. I think studying a new language helps keep your mind sharp. Anyway, hello to everyone else who might see this page. Thanks for visiting. I don't really have anything to say tonight, just thought I'd check in.
Wednesday, November 04, 2015
Tuesday, November 03, 2015
Ugh
I feel like I'm spinning my wheels. You know when you try and try to do stuff and it just doesn't seem to be good enough? That's how I'm feeling most of the time. It's really frustrating.
Monday, November 02, 2015
Wondering...
Does anybody read this blog? Anyone at all? Because I don't think they do. It's like I'm talking to myself out here in cyberspace. Which I guess isn't a bad thing, it's just kind of odd is all.
Sunday, November 01, 2015
Takers
I've noticed there's a lot of takers in this world. They will take anything you have if they can. They will take what's freely offered and when that dries up they will try to guilt you into giving them more. As a giver I can say these people just don't know when to stop. They push somebody who thinks they are a friend to the utter limit, then when you push back YOU are the bad guy. I am ridding myself of people like this. I can't handle it anymore. If that means being alone the rest of my life then so be it.
A Long Week
I've had a very long week. My dad is pretty much either using a walker or in a wheelchair now. He and his doctor made the decision to put in a catheter. It hurts at first for most people when they get one so that meant he was taking his full allotment of pain meds (he usually only takes it if he really needs it). This resulted in him being very sluggish for the first couple of days which resulted in an early morning fall on Friday. It was about 5:40 am. Mom and I managed to get him back up and back into bed. Every time he falls I am worried he's going to hit his head. I have had to help out physically a lot more too so he can get up and sit down without falling over. I was supposed to go see a band that had three guys I know in it Friday night but I was too exhausted to make the trip. I had a party to go to last night but again I was too exhausted to go. Worn out physically and emotionally. It really sucks. I'm supposed to be studying for my ham radio license because the exam is in two weeks but I'm not making much headway. It seems like something keeps coming up. It's frustrating.
Wednesday, October 28, 2015
Buy Some Art
Seriously, buy some art. I'm really broke and need the cash. My Photography on Deviantart
Monday, October 26, 2015
Discouraged
I'm feeling down, depressed, discouraged and somewhat annoyed. This usually happens every fall when it starts to get cold out and we lose the daylight slowly. I am thinking about getting a full spectrum bulb for my room. I don't know that it will help but if it's SAD (seasonal affect disorder) then theoretically it should help. I'm really regretting the rain this last week. We haven't had much but the forecast was such that I didn't go camping as I'd planned. We need the rain but I really wanted to camp. And it really hasn't rained much at all. GRRR. I'm under a lot of emotional stress right now anyway. I have another test for breast cancer in November. I've had ultrasounds every 6 months for the last two years because they are watching "a spot". I wish they would either stop the ultrasounds and stick with the mammograms or do a freaking biopsy already. Seriously the not knowing is stressful. And on top of that I'm staying with my parents to help my mom out with my dad because he's got Parkinson's disease. He's in a wheelchair a lot. He uses the walker a bit too but has to have help with the bathroom and all. Mom helps him there. This is a stress to me because until earlier this year I've mostly lived alone. Living with other people is a big adjustment for me and it's not easy. I'm dealing with it but I feel really wrung out emotionally all the time. I really needed a camping trip. I might bo in November if it's not too cold. We'll see.
Peter Schilling - Major Tom (German High Quality Live)
Ich liebe Peter Schilling. <3 #deutsche #german #music
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Saturday, October 24, 2015
People
I really don't understand people in general. Why do people stab each other in the backs? Why do they get petty and mean over practically nothing? Why do religious people feel the need to push their beliefs on others? One would think that being human I'd have some clue as to why these behaviors are so rampant. I don't. And when somebody continually uses me and I get tired of it and say something then I'M the bad guy, not them. Pathetic. That's my huge weakness. I am nice to people and will try to help somebody in dire straits. But I help people and they seem to need more and more and more from me and let's face it, I only have so much time, energy and money to give. I'm living below the poverty level as it is with my income. What's worst is when it's a person you thinks is a friend that sucks the life out of you. I see it as the ultimate betrayal. When you go out of your way to help somebody out of genuine friendship and caring and they just walk away if you need them. I need to find a cave and become a hermit. A hermit with internet access. Lol.
Friday, October 23, 2015
Star Wars The Force Is Strong With This One by greatwallsoffire
Star Wars The Force Is Strong With This One by greatwallsoffire
I might have to get this for my daughter's boyfriend for Christmas. He's a Star Wars guy and she's a Star Trek girl yet they manage to live together without bloodshed. It's kind of amazing. #starwars
I might have to get this for my daughter's boyfriend for Christmas. He's a Star Wars guy and she's a Star Trek girl yet they manage to live together without bloodshed. It's kind of amazing. #starwars
Thursday, October 22, 2015
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
Rant
This post is a rant. Continue reading at your own risk.
I made this friend who was a friend of a friend about three years ago. It was a nice casual friendship at first, but as time went on it became tedious. More and more was asked of me. I never asked for anything in return. NEVER. I like helping people, but there's a limit. Never abuse the kindness of others.
This included tutoring her child. I had three days to get her child familiar enough with the alphabet to write her name so she could enter kindergarten. Ok. I used to be a certified teacher's assistant. I did it. The next year the child wasn't doing well in math. I tried tutoring her again towards the end of the school year. This kid hated math more than anything. She would guess at answers, not even try to figure out the problem. She wouldn't sit still or pay attention. I suggested that we try it over at my house. Different environment and all the child's toys aren't there. Sure. Except mom couldn't ever find the time to drop by after school so this could be done. Ok whatever.
In February I got myself ordained as a Dudeist Priest. Cost me $25. I did this because the woman in question couldn't find a Catholic priest to marry her anywhere other than in the church itself. She wanted the wedding and reception to be at the same place. Ok, no problem. Then I spent the time and effort designing the graphics for her wedding invitations. Which she wanted done in February. So I bought ink for my printer. Only it took until late June before she had decided what she wanted on the inside of the invitations. So basically by the time I printed up all the invitations, I had used over $80 in ink. And stuffed the envelopes for her too. She said she would see if she could come up with some money to defray my costs. She didn't. I'm on a fixed income so that was $80 out of my pocket.
In July by daughter's boyfriend got laid off. My parents and I helped them out with rent money so they wouldn't lose their apartment. In late July this woman tells me she's expecting me to be at her bridal shower, which basically consisted of a party bus taking anyone who showed up to go see strippers in St Louis. I told her I didn't know if I was going to have the money and explained why. She wasn't happy about it. In August I had to help them out further, giving them over half of my income for the month so they could keep their apartment. Thankfully he was called back around the second week of August. But out of the money I had left I had to get a dress, shoes, and some makeup so I could be presentable for the wedding. So basically another $100, which I could not afford. But I managed to do it.
Up until about two weeks before the ceremony this woman had been calling me every night to whine and complain about none of her bridesmaids helping with the wedding, her fiancee, her mother, her daughter's school, her relatives, her fiancee's relatives, etc. You name it, from usually around 10:30 pm until midnight I sat and listened to her complain about all this. I'm not a therapist. She needs one badly. So after not hearing from her for at least a week she wants me to come over there to discuss the ceremony. Instead I emailed her what I had written. When me, her and her fiancee had originally talked about it, the ceremony was going to be 15 to 20 minutes long. Short and sweet. She emailed back a two page long ceremony with guest speakers inserted in three places. I have degenerative arthritis. The first thought in my mind is "How the hell does she expect me to stand and read all this?" The second was "Why am I looking at a Catholic wedding mass when there's not going to be a Catholic priest there?" So I didn't say anything about it but at this point I was pretty disgusted with her. On that Wednesday before the wedding (scheduled for Saturday) she texts me asking how I liked it. I'm a straightforward person. I don't sugar coat things. Which is one of the qualities she said she liked about me. Turns out she didn't. I texted back to her that I hated it, it was a Catholic wedding mass without a Priest but that I'd say the words and sign the papers anyway. So fast forward to Friday night about 10:30 pm. I send her a text asking if someone could bring my singing bowl to the venue so I could take it home after the Ceremony. She had borrowed my Tibetan Singing Bowl months before and it had been just sitting gathering dust on her bookcase. She texted back that nobody would have the time to bring it over to me at home because they would all be too busy. I replied back that as far as I knew I was still performing the ceremony and I just wanted somebody to bring it with them. At that point, after rehearsing her "ceremony" all week (and I HATE public speaking), I was informed that my services weren't needed she found somebody else and that next time she was in my town (the same one her daughter goes to school in) she would bring my bowl over.
Needless to say I had to make an obnoxious post on Facebook about people who don't return things they said they would being thieves before I got my bowl back. She posted this whole long sob story about how horrible and stressful her life has been and basically, just one more time, EVERYTHING was about her. She didn't acknowledge that what she did to me wasn't right, she tried to say she still cared about me and had sent me texts about the bowl which she hadn't and basically accused me of spreading rumors about her. Then she blocked me. I am resentful about the time and energy I invested in the friendship and the money I spent on HER wedding and then wasn't even welcome to be there. I acknowledge that everyone has problems. She is one of those that HER problems are always worse than anyone else's. The sad part is that she's so self involved that she has no idea of what other people are really going through. People she claims to care about. I feel sorry for her that she has attracted so much bad karma to herself over this wedding. I also feel sorry about the fact that she's not getting the mental health help that she needs. I'm going to be hurt and angry about all this for a while but I had to get it off my chest. I've only talked to my parents, my therapist and two friends about it. I'm not a person to spread rumors. I haven't made a public posting about all of this except for now. I am hoping this outpouring will allow me to just let it all go.
Sunday, October 11, 2015
Thursday, October 08, 2015
Religion
Yeah, I'm going to air my views on religion. If you are a religious militant type who can't tolerate any opinion but your own, leave this page now.
Ok, here's how I see it. Religion was invented by humans to try and explain their world and the goings on that they had no idea why they happened. The Gods or God was the source of all mysterious happenings from flooding, volcanoes erupting, disease, and even warfare. This explains why the gods are portrayed with such human characteristics. God is angry so that must be why the mountain blew up. God is happy, that must be why the rainbow appeared. Ok, so now that we have this established, let's fast forward a few thousand years to the present. We now know what causes earthquakes, volcanoes, hurricanes, tornadoes, disease and things like this. Yet there seems to be this core of people who truly believe that God (or gods) are somewhere up in heaven looking down at our every little move and judging us on not only every deed but every thought as well. This whole thing strikes me as ridiculous. It's almost as if God were being portrayed as the federal government (as represented by some conspiracy theorists). A force, entity, being, however you want to label it, that has the power to create the entire universe (which is pretty damn vast, we have scientific evidence) would have much better things to do with it's spare time than to nit pick at human's lives. Seriously, it's like the CEO of a Fortune 500 company following around the lady who works part time in the cafeteria to make sure she doesn't screw anything up. This is petty, which is another human attribute humans tend to ascribe to an entity they have absolutely no hope of comprehending. Can you comprehend infinity? I can't. Can you comprehend the amount of energy put out by our sun alone in one day? We can ascribe numbers to it but can you really grasp it? And think of all the planets out there that have the potential for life. Yet humans are so self centered and arrogant that they believe that the creator of the universe is following their every word, deed and thought. Seriously? I don't buy it. I DO believe in a God. A creator. A force that caused existence for everything to be. I do not believe that power is capable of negativity. For example, in nature we have particles with positive charge, negative charge and no charge at all. I do not believe that a creator can be all three of these things at once. I think of the creator as a positive charge or positive energy. Hence if you do good things and think good thoughts you accumulate positive energy. If you do bad things you accumulate negative energy. I don't think "God" smites anyone. So let's jump a little further along here. If the creator is a positive energy force with sentience and there was nothing until the creator willed it into being, then everything that creator created came from itself. It is everyone and everything, at least in part. The Law of Conservation of Mass states: Matter can be changed from one form into another, mixtures can be separated or made, and pure substances can be decomposed, but the total amount of mass remains constant. We can state this important law in another way. The total mass of the universe is constant within measurable limits; whenever matter undergoes a change, the total mass of the products of the change is, within measurable limits, the same as the total mass of the reactants. With this in mind, think about it. We are all part of the creator, whatever it is. Perhaps our purpose is to help the creator understand itself, because it understands us all too well and we can never hope to understand it.
Ok. Done. Just had to be said.
Saturday, October 03, 2015
Machine Embroidery Fonts
Lots of new fonts listed. Fun Embroidery Fonts by FunEmbroideryFonts on Etsy
Machine fonts for #babylock #husqvarna #viking #singerxl Great prices for machine embroidery fonts! #fonts #embroidery
Machine fonts for #babylock #husqvarna #viking #singerxl Great prices for machine embroidery fonts! #fonts #embroidery
Saturday, September 19, 2015
Fun Embroidery Fonts by FunEmbroideryFonts on Etsy
Fun Embroidery Fonts by FunEmbroideryFonts on Etsy
Great embroidery fonts for all occasions! #machine #embroidery #fonts
Great embroidery fonts for all occasions! #machine #embroidery #fonts
Monday, September 14, 2015
Fun Embroidery Fonts by FunEmbroideryFonts on Etsy
Fun Embroidery Fonts by FunEmbroideryFonts on Etsy
Lots of great machine embroidery fonts available for instant download. #embroidery
Lots of great machine embroidery fonts available for instant download. #embroidery
Friday, August 28, 2015
Pretty Font Series 015 Instant download by FunEmbroideryFonts
Pretty Font Series 015 Instant download by FunEmbroideryFonts
Great affordable machine embroidery fonts! #embroidery
Great affordable machine embroidery fonts! #embroidery
Friday, August 07, 2015
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Sunday, July 26, 2015
Kaku 3 by 12of8 on DeviantArt
Kaku 3 by 12of8 on DeviantArt
i got to attend a lecture by Dr Michio Kaku back in April. It was awesome. :D
#kaku #physics
i got to attend a lecture by Dr Michio Kaku back in April. It was awesome. :D
#kaku #physics
Thursday, July 23, 2015
Pretty Font Series 010 Instant download by FunEmbroideryFonts
Pretty Font Series 010 Instant download by FunEmbroideryFonts
Great machine embroidery fonts at great prices!
#embroidery
Great machine embroidery fonts at great prices!
#embroidery
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
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Saturday, June 13, 2015
Incubus - Absolution Calling (Lyric Video)
Pondering the thought that someone I loved deeply and still love never really gave a shit about me. It hurts. I still want answers. I'll never have them though.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
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Thursday, March 12, 2015
Thank Heaven For Little Girls by greatwallsoffire on Etsy
Thank Heaven For Little Girls by greatwallsoffire on Etsy
Thank heaven for little girls! So very true! #heaven
Thank heaven for little girls! So very true! #heaven
Tuesday, March 10, 2015
Cloud Kitties Cats Playing on a Cloud in the by greatwallsoffire
Cloud Kitties Cats Playing on a Cloud in the by greatwallsoffire
A lovely piece of wall art. #cats #moon
A lovely piece of wall art. #cats #moon
Tuesday, February 17, 2015
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Friday, February 13, 2015
Soft Kitty Warm Kitty Big Bang Theory Vinyl by greatwallsoffire
Soft Kitty Warm Kitty Big Bang Theory Vinyl by greatwallsoffire
Gotta love Sheldon. #bigbangtheory #softkitty
Gotta love Sheldon. #bigbangtheory #softkitty
Wednesday, February 04, 2015
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