People

I really don't understand people in general. Why do people stab each other in the backs? Why do they get petty and mean over practically nothing? Why do religious people feel the need to push their beliefs on others? One would think that being human I'd have some clue as to why these behaviors are so rampant. I don't. And when somebody continually uses me and I get tired of it and say something then I'M the bad guy, not them. Pathetic. That's my huge weakness. I am nice to people and will try to help somebody in dire straits. But I help people and they seem to need more and more and more from me and let's face it, I only have so much time, energy and money to give. I'm living below the poverty level as it is with my income. What's worst is when it's a person you thinks is a friend that sucks the life out of you. I see it as the ultimate betrayal. When you go out of your way to help somebody out of genuine friendship and caring and they just walk away if you need them. I need to find a cave and become a hermit. A hermit with internet access. Lol.