I LOVE PARIS Whimsical Eiffel Tower Vinyl Wall by greatwallsoffire

I LOVE PARIS Whimsical Eiffel Tower Vinyl Wall by greatwallsoffire

Very cute and very appropriate right now.  #paris #love

Frustration

I get easily frustrated when faced with people who don't know how to think. I need someone who can think and question to have a real conversation. People who only know how to follow or obey tend annoy me. Especially when they show an unwillingness to learn or possibly it's an inability, I'm not sure. It's always hard for me to figure out what's wrong with a person when they seem and look normal in every way and then seem extremely stupid. Ignorance is the lack of knowledge, not the inability or unwillingness to learn. I will admit that I'm ignorant about lots of things. However, that being said, I make sure to learn at least one new thing every day. I read. I surf the internet. I look up information when I realize I don't know anything about something I have a question about. I don't understand people who don't have a desire to learn. Most people who think they know it all (and aren't even close) tend to also suffer from narcissistic personality disorder, or so I've read. Which doesn't surprise me. Thoughts?

I Think Too Much

I really hate it when I see something, get excited and want to share it with someone. Then I realize one of three things. Either they are dead and I can't share, or they are not the person I thought they were and am no longer speaking to them, or it's simply something they wouldn't understand. I am not an easy person to understand. I don't see the world they way most people see it. I don't understand hatred, greed, racism, etc. I'm not quite a genius. Close but not quite. And I'm also one of those people who doesn't understand normal people. I feel things very deeply so most of the time I tend to suppress my feelings. I come off as either unemotional or hysterical. And being so much smarter than the average person most of the time if I get excited about something it's not something anyone else I know would understand. Except for maybe my friend Kelly. She's known me long enough to be able to decipher some of the stuff I can get excited about, lol. I miss the people in my life who have passed away. I miss the people in my life who pretended to be something they weren't, but the person they pretended to be - not the person they really were. I'll probably end up not even seeing the new Star Wars movie now. There's not really anybody to go see it with. That makes me sad. I've lost so many people.