Dead

 It's weird when you find out someone is dead that you didn't know was even still alive.  When I was a kid back in the 70s my dad was learning sleight of hand and stage magic.  He had a buddy who was a magician who levitated me once.  I remembered his name and for some reason got a wild hair and googled him earlier.  He passed in November of last year. His obit said in lieu of flowers to donate to Parkinson's research.  Which is interesting because if I had found this guy alive I would have told him dad had Parkinson's before he died and he's been gone almost 5 years now. It's weird thinking I missed him by a year.  It's also a weird feeling knowing that my past is eroding away and all of it will be gone when I die.  

Ridiculous

 Doesn't reality seem ridiculous at times? I mean seriously some of the things we have to deal with just seem over the top.  Period for example just seem ridiculous.  Like why should half of the population of the world have to go through hell for 3 to 7 days a month?  And why are so many men so ignorant of what exactly a period is?  Did they sleep through Health class?  And why do so many white people think they are "being threatened" by people of color?  It's crazy.  What has our society come to when personal beliefs are as readily accepted as facts? I feel like a sane person drowning in a sea of crazy.

Food

 There's this bbq truck that occasionally comes to town.  I'm thinking I'm going to get a big pulled pork sandwich tomorrow when they get here.  😁

I've been absolutely freezing the last two days.  I'm not sure why.  The temperature hasn't been that bad and I haven't had a fever so I don't know what the deal is.

If anyone is out there reading any of this, let me know.  I feel like I'm talking to the void.  If I do that long enough will the void talk back?