Ok, it's this sort of thing that just makes me wanna puke. http://apnews.excite.com/article/20061103/D8L5PJLO0.html This guy is supposed to be a role model. He's an EVANGELIST. Theoretically he's supposed to be speaking for GOD. He's the father of five, married and apparently likes gay prostitutes and meth. WHAT???!!! Ok, I'm not a fanatic on any front, but this is a bit disgusting. He puts himself out there as a moral, upstanding person by strict Christian standards. Then he lies about all of the goings on, and then he admits to some of it but not all of it. What makes me sick is that he's a liar in the worst way. He preaches that gay marriage is wrong on the grounds that the bible says being gay is wrong yet he gets "massages" from gay male prostitutes? And, if the prostitute can be believed (and I'm sure this guy at least isn't pretending to be a moral upstanding person, so his veracity is more probable in my opinion), they had crazy drug fueled sex on more than one occasion. Of course, the evangelist denies this. I'd rather hang out with a gay prostitute who tells the truth than an evangelist who is the worst sort of liar any day. Just my two cents worth here.

Holy Batpoop Batman!!! While searching for the M. Tambourine Man video, I came across this: http://www.shatnerology.com/ Yes, a religion worshiping William Shatner. Check it out, it's hilarious.

Right now my cat, Meow, seems to be extremely jealous of the keyboard. She keeps trying to get her nose under my hand so I'll pet her head, just like a dog. It's quite funny. Makes surfing the net and typing a challenge tho.

I've been looking for a video clip of William Shatner doing his rendition of Mr. Tambourine Man. Why would I be doing that? Am I some kind of weirdo? Why yes I am!!! When I initially showed Nina the video clip I found of him doing Rocketman at the 1978 SciFi awards, she couldn't believe it. She was embarrassed for him. Since then, it's kind of become a joke between us as to how bad Shatner's singing is. It's so bad we kind of like it, in a weird way. So, I checked youtube and nothing. I'll try ifilm next and keep my fingers crossed. Somebody has to have it. They showed a clip of it on the Comedy Central Roast of William Shatner. :)

I still feel bad, but I'm much better than I was earlier. Good thing. I hate going to the doctor and I hate being in the hospital even worse. I have to say I'm going stir crazy. I have been broke for a week and a half now and I'm so sick of it it's not even funny. I have things I could be doing if I had some cash. My check won't arrive until Friday and I've been ebaying stuff but it's not much and I can't get ahold of any of that cash till pay pal verifies my account. So, until then I sit here. I decided to amuse myself earlier and "fixed" a picture I dl off the web.

I DCC'ed it to my buddy in Scotland with a note saying I thought I had found a pic of his umteenth great grandpa, LOL. Gotta admit, an ancient Egyptian looks kind of odd with red hair and a kilt...

Well, today hasn't been great. I woke up feeling off. Couldn't breathe right. I had checked and there's lots of mold in the air, which I'm allergic to. But it wasn't just that. I had an appointment at the doc's today and it was just a quick how are you doing check. I had them check my pressure and it was 150 over 90. Way high for me. I usually run 120 over 70 or maybe 130 over 80 but that's usually the highest it goes. I'm going to have a nap and hope I feel better when I wake.

I forgot to add that I am hating living in my mom's basement. It sucks. I miss having my own place, even though it means living in a popup camper.

Halloween. This used to be my favorite holiday of the year. Now it's just another day for me. It sucks that the joy has gone out of it for me. I used to really enjoy making a costume and going out in it. I think this is partially my ex-husband's fault. He never got it. He didn't understand why a grownup would have so much fun with it. Cause I did have fun with it. I loved making Nina's outfits over the years. My favorites were the dead Egyptian princess, the mermaid and the geisha. It's also my own fault because I don't make time for it anymore. I'm usually too busy with some project to pay too much attention to anything else. Like right now. I'm trying to teach myself basic electronics. When I was in high school I used to dabble a bit. I can use a soldering iron and mostly read schematics. I'm working on that part right now. And refreshing my math skills. :P Math doesn't like me. I have a feeling I'm going to be saying that a lot. The thing is that I want to be able to build my own solar powered battery charger and stuff. If I build it myself then if something goes wrong it's easier and cheaper to fix it. Logical, right? Like to told dad, it's not that I don't like things to explode, but only if they are SUPPOSED to explode.