I don't understand people. They tell you one thing and then they do something else. It's almost as if it's socially acceptable to break promises so long as the breaker feels it's the right thing to do. All very subjective I guess. And not at all how I was raised.

Well. It's raining. And as my dog tore out the canvas on the camper at the foot of my bed, I'm thinking my bed will be soaked. This does not make me happy. I wanted to sleep outside tonight. I don't care for sleeping indoors unless I have to. And yes, I know I'm weird. Not only am I weird, but I'm quite pissed off tonight. Lots of stuff going on. My car is broke down, I had to tell off my personal physician this morning and now have to find a new doctor, I've been sent bills from a doctor's office that apparently didn't bother to bill my insurance... And on top of it all I need physical companionship. Somebody other than my dog to curl up with for an evening. To feel that warmth that comes from being held by someone while you sleep. Unfortunately I am alone and will most likely remain so. I have gotten to the point where I can't even imagine wanting to date a man, especially a man from this area. And I have no idea on how to pick up chicks. So there we go.

Why are men stubborn? I will freely admit I'm more stubborn than a lot of men, however for some reason men seem to be excruciatingly pig headed about some things. Like if I tell one specifically to not do something, explain exactly why I don't want him to do whatever it is, and then he goes ahead and does it anyway. What the hell is that? I don't get it.

The most incredible thing happened to me this evening. One of my children (the one I didn't raise) admitted I was right. In writing. Of course it was on a chat client, but check this out:

[22:06] ME: cause you are still thinking like a kid.
[22:07] ME: and technically, you ARE still a kid
[22:07] ME: so I shouldn't be trying to rush you.
[22:07] tsuki_tsunami: you just want me to be happy
[22:07] ME: yes
[22:07] ME: I do
[22:09] tsuki_tsunami: i know....and your right...
[22:09] ME: holy shit
[22:09] ME: one of my children just admitted I'm right
[22:10] ME: wow
[22:10] ME: I ought to blog this

And there we go. I did edit it for typos. :)