Well. It's raining. And as my dog tore out the canvas on the camper at the foot of my bed, I'm thinking my bed will be soaked. This does not make me happy. I wanted to sleep outside tonight. I don't care for sleeping indoors unless I have to. And yes, I know I'm weird. Not only am I weird, but I'm quite pissed off tonight. Lots of stuff going on. My car is broke down, I had to tell off my personal physician this morning and now have to find a new doctor, I've been sent bills from a doctor's office that apparently didn't bother to bill my insurance... And on top of it all I need physical companionship. Somebody other than my dog to curl up with for an evening. To feel that warmth that comes from being held by someone while you sleep. Unfortunately I am alone and will most likely remain so. I have gotten to the point where I can't even imagine wanting to date a man, especially a man from this area. And I have no idea on how to pick up chicks. So there we go.