Lies

 I'm really tired of trump trying to be a dictator.  He lies.  Then he lies more. And then he lies and says he didn't lie. He's a narcissist. When a narcissist accuses someone of having done something it's almost always because that's what they did.  You cheated he says.  Well no, actually he cheated and is trying to cover his tracks.  He's trying to dictate whether or not he will leave office.  He's been doing things he doesn't actually have the authority to do.  It's a horrible example for our children and if I as an adult acted like that I would have had a 72 hour mental health hold by now.  There are people who are so screwed up in the head that they actually believe him and think he's the savior of our nation because they don't see it's all bullshit.  It's sad and it's going to take time for people to recover emotionally and mentally from this.

Thanksgiving

 It was a weird Thanksgiving this year.   My daughter and her partner didn't come home for the holiday because of Covid.  My daughter is high risk because she's had pneumonia and influenza A.  I'm high risk because of my diabetes.  My mom is high risk because of her heart and kidneys. So my daughter made the sensible decision to not travel. As much as I'd been wanting to see her I'm glad she's not risking it.  I went to mom's house because we have been visiting regularly since this all began.  She's had bronchitis (got tested for Covid to be safe) and is on antibiotics.  Her sister, my aunt, who lives a few houses down came over also. We do keep the 6 ft rule but we all brought food so I don't know if that counts.  But it was weird.  I miss my daughter a lot even though she blames me for every bad thing that happened while she was growing up and has basically told me I'm a bad mom.  Once my mom passes away I'm sure my daughter won't come home at all. 

More tests

 Doc has me upping my magnesium and is sending me to get a circulation test because of my leg cramps.  Guess we will see.

Cramps

 I keep having horrible leg cramps.  Mostly my left leg.  Usually while sleeping. Bad enough that I wake up in considerable pain having to stomp my foot on the floor to get the muscles to unclench.  I can hear the bones in my foot pop when I do it.  Sent a message to my doc about it.  Might have to increase my magnesium intake.