Friends

 It's occured to me that there might be people out there who think I'm their friend even though I've never really talked to them or associated with them in the last 30 years.  This occurred to me because I started thinking about people I consider to be friends (I have two classifications of friends - good friends and people I know who are cool) and I've realized that sometimes you think of someone as a good friend when they think of you as just someone they know.  It always upsets me when I find one I thought was a good friend doesn't feel that way about me.  But my emotions run very deep and I usually am struggling to hide it so I come off as emotionless even when I'm screaming inside. But that's just me.