Yelling into the void is depressing. Nobody tells back. Nobody acknowledges you. It kind of reinforces the idea that nobody would actually miss you if you were gone. Since nobody reads this blog it reinforces that further because since I know nobody is paying attention I'm not just saying this for attention. Interesting isn't it? I can state nobody cares about me only when nobody is listening because if they were listening they would assume I'm saying that for the attention. That's one of the biggest problems with depression and self esteem issues. If you tell people how you honestly feel it sounds so horrible that they think you are blowing things out of proportion to get their sympathy. In actuality it's your own brain blowing things out of proportion in an attempt to make the pain so bad that you will take steps to stop it. How's that for a big wad of irony?
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