Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Movies that make me cry

In no particular order.

It's a Wonderful Life - I wish that life was like that.  That people cared about each other like they cared about George.
The 5th Element - The idea that the fate of the world hinged on one woman (a supreme being) being loved.
What Dreams May Come - I've always been afraid that I will end up killing myself and there will be nobody to come save me from hell. 
Untamed Heart - Caroline finds a guy who loves her and falls in love with him only to lose him.  I know how that feels.
V For Vendetta - I wish that I could do something so powerful and great, move people, make my life have a meaning.

I guess this list highlights my negative self image.  I don't get recognized for my photography or art.  I don't get recognized for any of my skills really.  I just am feeling sorry for myself tonight I think.  I don't want to be where I am.  I don't want to be ugly.  I always wanted to be pretty.  Always.  It won't ever be.  Nobody sees me.

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