Consciousness

It's amazing how things can change your consciousness and awareness. Depression, grief, joy, love - they can all have a profound impact on your consciousness and awareness. I am aware of exhaustion, a sense of loss, a lack of concern for my own well being, etc. My consciousness is more like sleepwalking. It's like things aren't actually real. I'm walking around not feeling like I'm actually awake and all this is real. My sense of time is very distorted. I have to keep checking to see what day it is. It's very disconcerting.