I'm tired. I haven't been sleeping well lately. I think it's because I am still worried about my former friend. I try not to think about him but sometimes I can't help it. I am worried he's going to do something very stupid. He's a genius, but even a genius can do something stupid. I miss him quite a bit but I'm adjusting to life without his presence. I have my own agenda now and things are mostly looking up. I have been in and out tonight, going outside to smoke instead of into my bunker. I keep hearing what sounds kind of like semi-automatic weapons fire. I am hoping it's just some kids with firecrackers and not something going on over at the munitions plant...