I got narked out last night. I was chatting with my oldest daughter Blair online and she knew I was depressed. I was VERY depressed. And I expressed a theory that maybe one of the times I had come close to death I should have died and then things would be better. And she blabbed on me to Marc. Who in turn went and woke his mom Kelly up who came out to the camper to talk to me. So, needless to say I will not be expressing my depression to Blair again. :P I could understand if I was actively suicidal, but I wasn't. Just very depressed and wasn't wanting to have to wake up again.