Being as sick as I was all weekend, it brought a few things home hard. I got sick Wednesday, went to the doc Friday to discover that I all the sudden had a horrible sinus infection, ear infection to the point that my left eardrum was almost ready to burst, and beginning to get bronchitis (from all the sinus drainage). My throat was so sore I couldn't hardly swallow spit. They gave me cough syrup, antibiotics and an anti dizziness drug. Well, on Saturday night I began to have a reaction to the antibiotic. Puked my guts up late Saturday night and all day Sunday. The bad part was I was so dizzy and messed up that we had to stay at my moms (she's a nurse and would know if I needed to go to the ER). I knew that there was no way I could drive safely. Problem with that is that Nina transferred to the school where we are now living, half an hour's drive from my mom's house. I realized that there is no way I can move a good distance from any of my family for this very reason. If something happens to me, I need to have somebody around who would take care of Nina. God knows her dad isn't going to step up. I am just very unsure of what to do about this. I might just go quietly insane then somebody else can figure it out for me.