I have, after long hours of deliberation, decided it's in my best interest to stay single for at least the next few years, if not the rest of my life. If you are thinking this sounds drastic, it's not really. The thing is that at this stage in my life I don't really trust men. Every time I get screwed over anymore, it's by a man. I dunno. Maybe I'm too trusting. I just know that I don't want to be in a relationship. Period. It's going to be easier on my emotional state if I don't have a relationship to deal with. I admit that I will miss having somebody to share things with, but in the long run I think for my sanity it's best.