Monday, October 02, 2006

Nobody anywhere is safe. Absolutely nobody. Today a milk man stormed a one room schoolhouse in Amish country in PA and killed 3 girls and himself. This blows my mind. I know that there are people that should be taken out of the gene pool. This guy was one of them. He had a wife and kids and he went to a one room Amish school, let out all the boys and some women and killed 3 girls and himself. Apparently all this was over an incident that happened when this guy was a kid. Now look, I've had some horrible stuff happen to me when I was a kid. When my family moved here when I was in 5th grade, the kids hated me. I was too smart and they didn't understand my mindset at all. So they persecuted me. For 2 years. On a daily basis I was called stupid, fat, ugly, and "goon". And to top it off, the principal of the school, Sister Virginia (yes, I was a catholic school girl), told me it was all my fault for not being friendly enough. I had no close friends for 2 years. I was harassed on a daily basis for 2 years. I felt lucky if I managed to get home without having had a spitwad or food thrown in my hair. Yes, I've considered murder. And yes, I hated all those kids for a very long time. Would I actually kill somebody over all that? Nope. Why? Because that's one of those things you just don't do. I will admit I'm not the sanest person you might meet. In fact, I'm nuttier than a fruitcake most of the time. But I don't hurt people because that's WRONG. I've never hurt anybody on purpose. I will defend myself if necessary, but I have never set out to hurt anyone either physically or emotionally. I really think that the human race might be inherently insane.

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